songs of the month

bentar lagi november kan? n bulan oktober udah selesai...yaeyyalaaah....
lha ini....sekali2 aku pengen nguplot lagu2 yang udah mendominasi playlistku sebulan ini....semua lagu barat n gak semuanya lagu baru....kebanyakan malah dari band/penyanyi yang gak terkenal ato cuma kover lagu dari orang lain....genre macem2....tapi kebanyakan genre vaforitku, alternatif pop/rock...

Song list (total size 115 Mb)
1. Mayday Parade - Somebody That I Used to Know (Rock Cover)
2. Maroon 5 - Wipe Your Eyes
3. You, Me & Everyone We Know - Build Me Up Buttercup (Rockin' Romance)
4. Holiday Parade - Slide (Rockin' Romance)
5. Owl City ft Carly Rae Japsen - Good Time
6. All American Rejects ft The Pierces - Another Heart Calls
7. Cody Groves - God Must've Spent (Rockin' Romance)
8. Jason Mraz - Frank D. Fixer
9 Gym Class Heroes ft Ryan Tedder - The Fighter
10. Alpha Rev - New Morning
11. Matchbox 20 - She's So Mean
12 The Fray - Never Say Never
13 BOB ft Bruno Mars - Nothin' on You
14 Bruno Mars - Girl in The Window
15 Howie Day - Collide
16 Hanson - I Will Come To You
17 Life House - You and Me
18 Maroon 5 - The Way I Was
19 Melee - Built to Last (THE BEST!!!!)
20 Michael W. Smith - I Will Be Here For You
21. New Heights - Bleeding Love (Alternative Cover)

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sometimes,
you can't smile when you are happy
you can't cry when you are sad
you feel something's wrong when it's alright
you feel alone even if you have someone
if it's not you, then it's me

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kan aku udah ngomong, cari duit itu susah
makanya gak usah ngejek kalo ada orang lain merintis usaha meski kayaknya gak profit sekalipun
paling gak kan udah ada usaha untuk gak tergantung sama orang tua
bisa beli apapun tanpa harus minta2 apalagi bohong
udah ngrasa kan kadang bayaran dan usaha yang kita lakuin itu gak sebanding?

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arti hidupku

udah dari beberapa minggu yang lalu cari2 lagu ini buat latian nyanyi di gereja dan akhirnya nemu versi aslinya...ternyata lagu taun '92 -_______-

lagunya simpel tapi ngena banget

Tiap hari lepas tiap hari dengan rasa berat hati
Hidup yang penuh arti ini
Mengapa jadi begini

Marilah tetap berdiri menghadapi hidup ini
Kuasa dan tujuan hidup ini
Dari iman dan kasih

Reff : 
Hidup bukan karna hari
Hidup hanya karna arti
Bebas dari segala dosa
Itulah arti hidupku

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njHLg2P6wds

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PHP

obrolan tentang PHP (pemberi harapan palsu) kemaren bikin aku mikir (iya!beneran mikir...anehnya kenapa malah mikir beginian dan bukannya mikir thesis yang gak beres2)...hampir semua orang suka di PHPin karena pada dasarnya orang tu PHPer (bingung kan? ya gini ini kalo nulis tanpa tujuan yang jelas)...jadi begini ceritanya (
pada dasarnya banyak orang tu PHPer ato pencari harapan palsu....banyak orang suka dikasi harapan meskipun kadang tau itu jelas2 palsu
contohnya nih...

kenapa banyak orang suka judi? dari yang maen nya pake kartu biasa, sampe yang pake mesin ? karena disana kita dikasih harapan...memang bukan harapan palsu, tapi lebih ke harapan semu....(cieeee -_____-), buat yang pernah judi pasti tahu kita gak akan selalu menang, bahkan peluang nya kadang bisa sampe 1 :100 ato lebih...tapi kenapa masih banyak yang suka judi?
karena selalu adanya HARAPAN untuk menang....harapan itu dalam bentuk peluang, meskipun cuma 1 tapi bisa bikin menang...detik2 mendebarkan waktu judi itu bikin penjudi bener2 berharap menang...dan kalo gak menang, bukannya tobat dan nyerah, penjudi yang baik akan mencoba lagi karena yaaa itu tadi...selalu ada HARAPAN (meskipun kecil) untuk menang

sebenarnya ada contoh lebih ekstrim lagi  tapi gak usah dibahas lah (kalo emang gak mau dibahas trus kenapa harus ditulis.......hedeh)

(nb : gak usah mikir kenapa yang jadi contoh adalah penjudi.....don't ask!....masa lalu ^.^)
(nb2 : gak usah mikir juga ini maksudnya apa,artinya apa...ato apakah ada maksud tersembunyi didalamnya....ini pemikiran asal kok)

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weww.....that song played again....
the song i bet for 1 million you won't remember
the song played when i hold your hand

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12 October 2012

Happy Birthday my beloved father in heaven!

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I won’t ever push you to be with me

Just to make me happy

I just want u to be happy

Even if it’s not with me

I really like to make you smile

Even if it sometimes hurts me

“I will be happy if you happy”

It is a kind of bullsh!t

But I really like that sh!t

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If you were pinched, slap
If you were slapped, punch
If you were punched, stab
If you were stabbed, shoot
If they used a gun, use a shotgun
If they used a shotgun, use a machine gun
If they used a machine gun, be ready and shoot back with a bazooka
Coz revenge will be worse

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scar in my back

can't you imagine that your worst enemy is your closest friend?
no! don't imagine it, you may just not know it yet
They will gladly stab your back
happily told the world your darkest secret, 
and if they don't have ur secret, they will make it
They will patiently wait for your fall
and if it takes too long, they will be there to make you fall
They will give you fake smile when you happy, 
and a fake sympathy when you are sad
but don't worry
maybe even an angel will come to u when all the things above happened
just don't be surprised

The angel may not have wing

Not good looking 

or even not shining

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coz u may not realize

Will you love me if I was rich?

Don’t you think, money will be more important than you

Will you love me if I was good looking?

Don’t you think, many will run into me and I won’t ever see you

Coz you may not realize

Angel may not have wing

Not good looking or even not shining

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justtry,behonest

Be honest!
Can you accept what you don't expected?

Can you agree what you don't believed?
Will you stop when you know you can't win?

Will you still do if you know it is a mistake?

Just Try!

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